Wednesday, May 30, 2012

Not Your Ordinary "Routine" Physical

On May 30th I had what I thought was going to be a routine physical.  I would get my heart, ears, and eyes checked.  Have my blood drawn for the usual lab work to test for cholesterol, vitamin deficiencies, thyroid, STDs, etc.  I also was having my annual Pap smear and breast exam.  Check on some skin stuff I had questions about.

But as my primary was doing the breast exam, she exclaimed to me that she felt a small lump on the outer side of my left breast.  She asked me if I had noticed this before.  Uhh, no!!  I don't routinely do self-check breast exams as they show you.  But I do feel my breasts often enough to have an idea if I feel something odd, and HONESTLY, I NEVER did.  I was freaking out!  She said to me, I am going to send you to have a mammogram, it could be ANYTHING, a cyst, fibrous tissue, and even for me a Neurofibroma (a non-cancerous tumor related to my Neurofibromatosis.)  I kept saying to myself, Please don't let this be cancer, please don't let this be cancer.....

I called for the Mammogram and it was scheduled for June 7, 2012, almost a week later.  Praying, trying to think positive to the mammogram.