A Wonderful Surprise....Cancer Free???

SOOO, the 16th of January has come and gone....and I survived the procedure!!!  I had to be at the hospital at 10:30am.  My surgery was supposed to start at 12:30pm.  It however did not start until closer until 2:30/ 3:00pm.  I meet with both Dr. Spear, Dr. Tousimis and their teams prior to the surgery.  Both Dr. Spear and Dr. Tousismis made markings on my breasts.  While waiting felt like it was a "hurry up and wait game having had to be their at 10:30.  I was ready, I was hungry and thirsty...I had not had anything to eat since midnight the night before.  People kept coming and asking me the SAME questions OVER and OVER again....checking my wrist band, making sure I knew my name and birthday. 

Finally The anesthesiologist came. I had to convince her to put the IV in my arm....she wanted to put it in my hand...NO Way was I going to let that happen.  Man they hurt there...and especially with the Neuropathy,it would be killing me.  But she had to put it in the right arm!  SMH, kinda dumb considering I am right handed. 

Another 30 - 40 minutes pass before they take me back for surgery.  I am wheeled back in a wheel chair.  I remember helping myself onto the surgery table and laying down, but that is it.  The next thing I remember is waking up in recovery.  In recovery I am in PAIN, SHARP pain, especially on the right side.  Soon my parents are allowed back into recovery with me, I struggle to stay awake.  While waiting, I get a call from some people checking on me to see how I am doing (thank you) and the nurse gives the information to the room I am being moved to.  I am coming in and out of it, as they are giving me some good pain meds!!  I am then brought upstairs to my room and my parents come with. 

Although it is late and my parents leave, I struggle with sleeping.  I am hungry.  I drink lots of water, do go to the bathroom a few times, but am not given anything to eat except some crackers due to one of the meds I was given.  I am given lots of pain meds, as I had very tight pain, especially on the right side.

My roommate was loud.  She was coughing, her IV was going off twice as many times as mine.  Mine went of each time I bent my arm, which was why I was annoyed they put the IV in the right arm and not the left.  So they taped my arm to an arm board so I would not bend it. I tried to sleep....but that really did not happen.  I think between, the beeping of my machine, my roommates coughing, her beeping machine, the lights coming on on her side, doctors coming in on my side, and the nurses phone ringing, I could sleep 20 min at a time.

By breakfast time I was hungry....but it was nasty...cold SW scrambled eggs, some type of cold potatoes (actually OK), cold oatmeal (nasty), and cranberry and apple juice.  The internists and medical staff from the teams started to come and talk to me.  I also saw Dr. Tousimis.  Everyone looked at the surgery...they said it looked great.  I was told it went great!! 

I was told....when Dr. Tousimis went in to remove the breasts she did not see any cancer and removed extra margins beyond the spot to be extra cautious.  She said I have nice skin too.  I was taught how to drain (fun) the four drains.....they look like little hand grenades filled with red liquid.  Got to come home the day after surgery.  I have pain meds, some antibiotic, and a shot I have to give myself courteous of the hematologist.  (Not to bad, since I am so used to it from the fertility treatments.)

So we have been doing the drains, emptying them out (have four of them)....pain comes and goeson my sides and some in my upper chest area.  I am tired but can't sleep. I think all is going to be good though.

Have an appointment Tuesday with Dr Spear and Thursday with Dr.Tousimis.  Should get the drains out at either of those appointments.  I will find out when I go back with Dr. Spear to get the implants put in.  (I think he said 3 - 4 months, so around my birthday). 

Oh and another wonderful thing has been happening....I have been getting these great cards from all these wonderful people through an organization called "Give a Smile Today."  It is so great to receive cards from all over from a whole bunch of people. 

90% Risk Free

New Boobies = New Beginnings = No More Cancer (hopefully)



So I have not been "blogging" in a long time.  I have not been doing anything worth you all hearing about I guess.  The same ole, same ole.  Working and trying to pay the bills.  November 16th, as you saw in my last blog was my last Chemo treatment!!  YAY!!   I have had 2 treatments of just Herceptin.  Both of those treatments went well.  No side effects from these treatments, however I am still trying to recover from side effects from my first and last two rounds of chemo.

The last two rounds of chemo left me with Neuropathy in my hands and feet.   My hands continue to get numb, tight and stiff throughout the day and night. I loose sensation in my fingers where it is hard to feel things as you normally would.  (It's hard to explain.  I can feel that it's there, but the sensation is different.)    Sometimes my hands also are super cold as well. The pain often extends up through my arm. I have a hard time bending my fingers. These symptoms are worse in the morning and when I wake up.   It really helps when I either massage my hands, have someone else massage my hands or I use a squeeze/ stress ball.  My feet also get numb, sensation is also lost in my feet (much like when your feet falls asleep from sitting on it too long), also it feels like my feet get super hot and super cold, even though the temperature of them has not changed, pain extends up my legs as well.  My ankles crack and toes are sore.

I also am retaining water.  My ankles, legs, face, and body is slightly bloated.  I have been unable to wear my shoes at times.  For one week I had to wear slippers.  I bought Dr. Scholls For Her Fast Flats.  (They look like ballet shoes, but are a little more sturdy.)  Now I can wear shoes again for most of the day, but by the end of the day my feet are swollen again and burning. 

I have been given meds for both....but it is going to take a while for them to help, more so the meds for the Neuropothy.  I was told that rebuilding the nerve cells takes time.  It could be 4 months to a year.  UGH!!! Not Fun!!

 

 

My first treatment as you remember I started to loose my hair....well, it has started to grow back!!  Yay!!  Slowly...but it is growing back.  It is so soft.  I love touching it.  I think it is like 1/4th of an inch.  A few strands may be a bit longer.  I am so ready for it to be longer.  I am still wearing my wigs.

Now let's get to the fun stuff!!  I have gone to my plastic surgeon (at Georgetown), my oncologist, my original breast surgeon, a new breast surgeon (at Georgetown), a hematologist and had a pre-op for surgery.  I had to schedule and meet a new breast surgeon because I wanted to have my plastic surgeon do my reconstructive surgery, and he only practices at Georgetown.  My Breast Surgeon only practices at Fairfax.  I like my new Breast Surgeon.  My Plastic Surgeon (Dr. Scott Spear) recommended my breast surgeon (Eleani Tousimis), also at Georgetown  (she was also just on CBS talking about the #MissUSA who is also going to have a double mastectomy.  I am also scheduled to have an MRI on Sunday at 8:45am.

 

 So the big day is December 16th.  I have to be at Georgetown at 10:30am and my surgery starts at 12:30pm.  I am having a bilateral nipple sparing mastectomy with immediate reconstruction using allerderm (tissue expansion.)  I will have to be in the hospital that night at the minimum; one night more if I need it.  The 18th, in the afternoon, I have a herceptin treatment.  UGH!!  I was told it would take at least a week for me to have tubes which need to have tubes which need to be drained.  Depending on how well I heal, I will try to go back to work after a week, otherwise I will take off more time.  I really can't take off more than a week due to 1.) Needing the money to pay all the bills.  2.) My clients needing me.  I don't want to take more than a week not seeing them.

 

While I am laid up for a week or more, my wonderful co-worker/ boss and office manager are giving me movies (Twilight and several Romantic comedies) and some great full TV series to watch (Big Love and Sex and the City).  Hopefully my girlfriend Denise will be able to come up and take care of me, otherwise my mom will be taking care of me.  I hope to be able to stay at my place, as I want to sleep in my own bed.  It would be so much better!!! While I am laid up, please feel free to contact me, e-mail me or call!!  I would love to hear from you!!

So all of the doctors appointments, the herceptin treatments and the surgery will probably max out my deductible and out of pocket payment for my health insurance right at  the start of January.  My deductible is $2,500 and my out of pocket is $5,000.   Each Herceptin treatment alone is close to $9,000.  I have no idea how much each doctors visit is going to be, how much the MRI will be on the Sunday before the surgery, how much the pre-op appointment will be, nor how much the surgery will be.  But I do know that when I stayed in the hospital last January for my migraine in the ER, the bill was over $8,000.  I am sure this surgery will be way more than that.

 

I will have to pay for my bills up to the first $2500 (my deductible), then I pay 30% of the fees until I reach my out of pocket maximum ($5000).  By the end of January 18th, I think I am going to reach that, and I have NO idea how I am going to pay it!!  I surely do not have that kind of money.   I am still trying to pay back my medical bills from last year, despite all of everyone's help.  I still have several thousands of dollars left to each one.  AYE!!  Also I am going to have to start paying my student loans, which I have been lucky to defer for a long time.  My deferment period is going to end in March and I have no extension time left.  I just want to get out of debt so that I can enjoy life and do fun things.  I want to be able to go on vacation.  I want to be able to not feel guilty for eating out.  I want to not feel guilty if I buy anything that is not a necessity.  I feel like I have to work consistently

so that I can make as much money as I can so I can pay back my bills. Money is always on my mind, and I don't want it to be.  I have the lowest cable, internet, and phone plan possible.  I eat and buy as little as possible.  I rarely buy anything new in regards to clothes or gadgets/ items.  I have not been on a vacation in a long time.  My parents pay/take me to the VT Hokie games.  I save up/ put on my credit card a trip to go see a friends wedding, but do the shortest trip possible and try to do the cheapest way I can.  Hopefully one of these days money won't be as big of an issue and.  Hopefully I can feel like I can save money and feel free to enjoy some life too.

The Next Steps

It has been 11 days since my last cancer treatment!!  YAY!!  I still have neuropothy in my hands and feet, still don't taste things quite so right, and still get an upset stomach.  But I know that will slowly get better in the coming weeks. 

I met with my plastic surgeon to discuss the steps I need to take for the whole "mastectomy/ reconstruction" stuff yesterday.  We discussed that I would have a double nipple sparring mastectomy.  Also because I was not "fat" enough I would have to have implants and have a two step procedure where they would put a expander in first called AlloDerm.  However, due to my plastic surgeon working at Georgetown and my cancer surgeon working at Fairfax I ended up adding an extra step into my procedure.  I have to set up an appointment to see a new cancer surgeon at Georgetown who will do the mastectomy.  This appointment is now set up for Dec 10th.  (Hopefully even though this appointment is that late I can still have the surgery in the month of December.)

I am still seeing my cancer surgeon this Thursday, the 29th as well and letting her know what is happening.  I am sure I will have to get scans to see what happened to the cancer, but I will update you when I know all that. 

Well that is it for now.....just lots of doctors appointments, and lots of craziness!!  I just want it to be over with....but I know, it is an ongoing process....especially with me having to go every three weeks for Herceptin, and taking Tamoxifen for 5 years.

The Final Chemo Treatment

Today I had my Final Chemo Treatment!!!  Yay!!!  These past 3 months have gone by soooo fast! I can not believe it.  I am so excited!!  Just need to get over this one week hump of super bad feelings after the chemo and I can manage the other two weeks before my hair starts to grow back. 

 

 

I have a meeting set up with my plastic surgeon in 10 days, so hopefully by the end of the year that can be taken care of.  I will also have to go back every three weeks for Herceptin, but my oncologist said there is no side effects from this and I can go back to eating and doing all those things I had to stop doing.  (Sushi, manicure pedicures, Indian Buffets, Brunch Buffets, etc)  :-)  And as mentioned my hair will start to grow back!!!  I am so excited to have my hair grow back and see what color and style it comes back as!!

 

I still need to contact my Cancer doctor to see what tests need to be run, and will do that Monday, so hopefully I can get that in before my appointment before my surgeon sees me, so nothing will mess up surgery.  I will let everyone know the plans.  I would like to start off 2013, with a FRESH start!!  Be Cancer Free, with new boobies!!! 

 

Thanks again for everyone's support!! I meet some of you recently who have supported me who are new friends and it is great!!!  Can't wait to meet a few more of you!!  A positive attitude sure has helped a lot!!  It has passed the time and made me forget about the struggles.

 

Here is to a good quick week and three week period until my hair grows back!!  YAY!!!!

 





Going on - 2 down.....

SO this is treatment day 2.....UGH!!  So not looking forward to the aftermath.  But knowing the pain and agony the week after is the medicine attacking those cancer cells.  Is a good thing RIGHT??  :-)  I keep picturing and want to draw a picture (although I am not sure I can draw what I picture) medicine soldiers attacking the evil cancer cells.  Killing them dead in their tracks so they can not invade and destroy my body.  They both have fatigues or "uniforms" on with helmets and bayonets and machine guns fighting each other, this bloody war inside of my body.  That is why the good cells get affected too.  That always happens when there is a war.  Everyone is affected. 

I try to stay positive.  I even use my experience in my therapeutic practice when I work with my clients.  One of my clients who I was concerned with sharing that I had cancer I told this past week as she made a comment on my change in "wigs" or hair styles.  Through talking about it and sharing I told her, that sometimes we have to look at the things in our lives that are outside of our control and see what we can learn from them.  We might not understand why these things happen to us, and have a hard time with them, but at the same time we may experience other things we may not have experienced if this thing had not happened and it is something we may have needed to happen.  I shared one thing with her that I had learned so far, and that was learning that I had more people cared about me than I had realized.  SO many of you have shared things that make me tear up and surprise me.  Once such Revelation was from this lady who 8 years ago while I was interning at VT I worked with her.  She "Chiped - in" and helped me, and after sending her a thank you card, she said "it was the least she could do for how much I helped her years ago."  In times like that, with my clients or even friends I don't realize how much I mean to them or what I do to help.  Because I sometimes feel alone and that I am alone and do not have friends or that people care about me.  But through this experience I have learned that there ARE people who care about me and that I have touched other people more then I have realized. I forget about that  because I don't have my friends close by to do things with on a daily basis or once a week.  SO it makes it hard to feel cared about.  Also because most of everyone is at a different stage in their lives than me being married with or without children.

 

 

I also try to stay positive by using my own CBT (cognitive behavioral therapy) on myself, saying back to my negative thoughts all the alternative positive things.  It does help, it keeps me out of the LOW, LOWS.  But I do get sad.  I know my hair will grow back, that it will be healthier, that I can start all over and keep it healthy.  But seeing it in  abuzz cut is hard.  Knowing the short hair will eventually go too.  UGH, dread that.  I have this ugly scar on my head which makes it worse.  It brings back memories i try to hide from the past and most people don't know about.  It was mostly hidden with my hair and now it is all exposed with the semi-baldness. 

The other question I try to keep at bay, is "why me?"  I have been through so much already.  I have had so much in my life happen to me.  What God do you want me to learn from THIS??  UGH.  I have the belief that "Things happen for a reason." So I am trying to see the good in this.  Trying to see what I can learn and get out of this.  I know there will be...learning about the friends, but there has to be more.  I mean this is a huge thing to learn I have a lot of people who care about me when I have doubt.  What else?  What else can I learn.  Knowing that there is something else, is keeping me positive. 

Well I gotta finish getting ready.  Gotta go kick CANCERS ASS.



Na Na Na Na...Na Na Na Na Hey Hey Hey....

GOOD BYE.

So last night, was the night.  Eric, my "knight in shinning armor" cut my hair and shaved my head.  It was so traumatic for me.  He was so good about it though.  We set up in my room, I closed the mirror on my vanity so I could not see it being cut off.  I could not look at myself.  I did not want to see it being cut off.  Eric was so gentle.  We saved parts of my hair so I can remember what it looked like for the final time.  Eric told me I looked good when it was all done.  I was thinking he was crazy, as i was sitting there.  He told me that you could see the pattern my hair grows in.  He talked me through the process.  It was cathartic for me to have him being him.  I am glad I asked him to do this for me, rather than go to a salon.  He was super supportive.  He hugged me, and held me when I cried.  He said, "noooo" when I finally looked in the mirror and told him I thought I looked ugly, seeing the buzz cut and seeing the scars from my 6 surgeries.  My buzz hair was soft and spiky just like his.  hehe.  Afterwards, we went to dinner.  I wore a scarf on my head.  It is hard looking at myself with no hair.  I look sick.  I look like a cancer patient.  That scares me.  That upsets me.  I just try to avoid mirrors.  That I am used to. 

 

Can't wait for this to be done with so I can have my hair start to regrow.  I am just ready to kick cancers butt already! 

Another Monday

So I have been feeling much better the later part of this week.  It was rough, Sunday - Wednesday.  I think I have my schedule down. Day of treatment, (Friday), Sat are a little bad, Sunday increasingly bad, and Monday and Tuesday are my worst days. Wednesday and Thursday I am starting to feel better, with Friday and Saturday even better, as Sunday and so forth.  Still having some nausea, but not in the same intensity, still have the dry mouth and mouth sore but the intensity is like a 5% as apposed to 90%-110%.

I wanted to Thank TEAM Jenna for helping me get through this!!  Those of you have sent words of encouragement. Who called who were here with me.  Those of you who sent money!!  Thank you everyone.  I was able to pay off one of my bills!!  YAY!  Sent in the money!  I feel so Relieved!!  I am sending in a payment for another bill today.  To knock off some of it for one of the $3100.  This is so wonderful for you to help me.  It just makes it easier knowing that I can make the monthly payments and still have a life.  I don't have to "just" pay medical bills.  Because that is what stresses me out.  That I have to not do anything but pay bills, not buy anything, do anything go anywhere, just pay bills.  I am hoping that with your help I can do a little of both, but not to the excess.  Just once in a while do something for me, so I can get better and feel good, so I am not stressed.  I save all your money specifically for the medical bills.  When the bills come in I transfer it over to pay.  And combine it with what I have.  It makes it so helpful.  It makes my budgeting so much easier.

Chugging Along

Writting this early cause I can't sleep.  one of the side effects of the drugs....as well as one of my many "isses" 

I am keeping my head up, as much as I can say.  I was going to try and post on Tuesday, my first day back at work, but it was a miserable day back at work and I have been going to bed at 9:00pm.  The mantra I had was "It's all in your head," "You can get through this."  My stomach was weak, achy, nauseous, and crampy.  I was feeling like I was needing to have to go to the bathroom every 20 min or so.  I was sitting with my clients and, smiling, in pain, as my stomach was in pain. 

So for next treatment week Tuesdays after, will be a light day. 

Over all so far, I have mostly been Nauseous, crampy, not really feeling the need to eat ( I have been eating though), hard to get comfortable, have had a hard time sleeping, especially tonight, can't sleep worth a darn, dry mouth dry lips, some sore muscles, and headaches.  (are the headaches different than my migraines??)

I have also been watching the dogs again, so its been nice to have them here to keep me company.  To keep me busy.  They came over Tuesday night.  They get me out of the house to exercise.  Which I need.  Ohhh tummy is calling again.

Stress, Stress, I need to Destress

So Friday 7/13/12 was a mixed day for me.  Yeah, Friday the "13th"  What a day!!  I was hoping for some good news for my Fertility Treatment, that I could start my fertility treatment, so my Chemo treatment could start as planned, but did not receive the good news from them.  My testosterone was too high and we have to wait until Tuesday to try again to start the treatment.  And to top it all off, my period still has not fully started.  I have spotted a little on Saturday and a little today, but not a whole lot.  I am trying to stay destressed.  I am trying to be relaxed.  But this is soo hard when you want something to happen and it has not happened AND with everything else that has been going on. 

I did however get good news from my MRI biopsy.  It was benign.  Nothing to worry about.  I was not to worried.  Well maybe a little.  But I am glad it was good news all in the same.  :-)

I spent Friday being relaxed after that appointment.  I went to lunch with to ex-coworkers.  I had a great time.  It was so great to see them  They told me that they were going to give me a gift certificate to "Let's Dish" so I can get pre-prepared food when I start my cancer treatment.  This is going to be very helpful for me, as I won't want to cook and I can just pull these out of the freezer and make them.  Plus they are pretty nutritious. 

Then I went to buy one of my Wigs.  OH my goodness!!  They are sooo expensive!!  $750 for one synthetic wig!!  UGH!!  Luckily my insurance company will reimburse $350 of that, but still!!  I will still have to get stuff for cleaning and care for it, but wow!!  Plus I am sure I am going to want another one in a different style.  Mine is about shoulder length in red and blond highlights with some darker low lights.  Looks real and cute if I do say so myself.  :-)  It should be in by 7/24/12.

Saturday 7/14/12 I met with Debi for lunch and that was nice.  She gave me some Arborne products.  I am excited to try these.  She talked with me about how a few others have used these products who had cancer.  I was waiting to hear back from my friend from Canada but did not hear from her until late, so I finished my leftovers from the other night, did laundry, and read in bed for the night.

Today 7/15/12 I went to the pool, our pool had an omelet and bloody Mary bar.  Relaxing, but it was hot.

Loving Support

I have so many loving supportive friends who have been showing their support for me from the very beginning.  People have sent me notes of encouragement on facebook, called me, taken me out for lunch/ breakfast/ dinner, sent me food, cards, made things for me, and offered whatever they have to give. 

It is amazing the outpouring of support that I have been given.  It gives me the hope and encouragement that I can get through this awful disease.  I never knew I had so many people that actually cared about what happened to me.  I don't feel as if I have a lot of friends, as most nights and weekend I am alone. I don't have people to do things with during the week or the weekend when I want to do things.  I used to, but I don't anymore.  I know most of it is that lives change, people move away, many of my friends are married and have children and don't have the time any more, and some of of my friends decided that our friendship needed to end or change where we either don't see each other anymore or can't see each other in the same way.  One of my closest friends growing up is not even aware I have been diagnosed with breast cancer.  It's nice to have people reach out during their busy lives to show they care.  Even people who I was not friends with before.  I have had a girl from high school, who I knew, friend me on facebook, because another girl, also whom I was not "friends" with, but had classes with, and have become friendly and social with on facebook in the last few years inform her I was diagnosed with breast cancer.  She also had been diagnosed with breast cancer and shared her journey and offered to send her wigs to me, which she had planned on donating anyway.  I have also had people's mothers and mother's in law friend me on facebook and send me notes of encouragement and e-mail me.  Everyone's support has been wonderful.  Everyone has their own way of giving and supporting and it is great.  Whatever way you can give and support it is received with a smile and encouragement.

I have been asked by MANY what can they do, what do I want?  Anything.  I am NOT good with asking for help.  I am not good with asking people for doing things for me.  Even though I work with people and tell them they need to work on that.  I struggle with that.  I am a caretaker.  But a lot of it is, I don't know the Specifics of what I want or need.  Generally...what I want or need, if you can, if you are in the area....(Call me and tell me you want to take me out to do some thing.  It does not have to cost anything, just get me out to do something.  I most likely will not say no.  I might not be able to drive, so you might have to pick me up, or it might have to be near me.  If you live to far away, anything you like or can dream of.  A phone call, e-mail, whatever.  :-)  I am not picky.  Like I said, whatever, is fully received with love and a smile.)

Here is something that one of my friends has made for me:

 Notice they are wearing TEAM Jenna Shirts!!

So thank you Everyone for what you have done.  What you are thinking about doing, and all the prayers and love!!

A very Important Surgery!

Has my cancer spread is the big question.  Do I have cancer in my lymph nodes?  Today I had surgery to see if the cancer has metastasized into my lymph nodes.  This is very common in breast cancer.  Especially where my tumor is located, so close to my arm pit area. 

Mom and dad picked me up super early, as I had to be at the hospital at 9:00 am for pre-surgery.  I had to stop eating 12:00am.  I woke up ready for the surgery.  I am an old pro at surgery.  I was not really nervous.  Not even worried to if they were going to find something. I felt confident they wouldn't.  Well....I think really I was not thinking about the results. I was just "doing" the surgery. 

Pre-op was fine, a bazillion nurses, doctors, med students, residents, etc, came in and out of the little cubicle after you are changed into your hospital gown, given a few warn blankets and a lovely "hat" to wear.  They all asked the same or similar questions.  (what meds are you taking, what is your name and bith date, when was the last time you ate and took your meds....)

My doctor came in, and she was really nice, Dr Cocilovo.  A lot different impression than I had the first time.  About 10 - 15 min after I saw her I was being wheeled into the operating room.  After that I don't remember anything until I woke up.  I woke up to a sweet nurse who asked if I wanted anything to drink.  She gave me water, asked my pain level from 1 - 10 and gave me some pain meds.  She did this several times.  It was here I learned the good news that I had no cancer cells in my lymph nodes!!  YAY, I cried happy tears!!  I asked the nurse if I could give her a hug I was so happy.  I did not realize how much I really cared until then.  Of course I cared, but I think it hit me.  :-)  Another 15 - 20 min I was moved to where I could see my parents and then another 15 min I was able to go home.

Now, I was told I could only eat (chicken soup) afterwards, but I wanted Popeye's and mashed potatoes.  And that is what I made my dad get me.  I ate it too, and did not get sick!!  HAHA!!  :-)
Mom and dad stayed with me for a while.  Then I was able to relax. 

I set up an appointment for the next day to get my hair cut, because I have been told it is better to have it short when you start to lose it.   My hair dressor is awesome and I knew he would take care of me.

More Cancer???

So today I am to have my second Biopsy.  I know what to expect this time, so I was not to nervous.  The people at Washington Radiology Associates are awesome.  Today though, I had to wait a lot longer than usual.  They were behind schedule.  Mary was my nurse again.  She brought me back and went over the same questions as before.  I was ready for the biopsy and waiting for the doctor to come in.  Today I had Julianne Greenburg, MD.  She is actually the Director of Mammography at WRA.  She was super nice and as I talked to her, she actually knew my plastic surgeon who I want to use if needed.  It is kinda cool that all of the doctors I am using know each other and have worked together.  It makes me feel good.  Especially since they all are at different hospitals. 

She was able to see what they had noticed in the left breast and able to do a biopsy on the left one, but unable to see what the MRI picked up on the right breast.  She had said that most likely the doctor will want to do a MRI biopsy of the right breast to make sure there is nothing in the right breast.  I was thinking, UGH!!  Just another appointment.  I am not concerned or worried that there is anything there....I am almost certain it is NOTHING.  I am just tired of all the appts, and the cost, don't let me get to you on how the cost of this  is scaring the heck out of me!!

After the biopsy, you have to go in and have another mammogram.  A couple of scan where they squeeze your boobs.  Not fun after they put a needle in you boob. 

So they bandaged me up, gave me a little ice pack to put in my bra and sent me on my way.  I went on my way to work to wait to hear the results.  (Negative to any cancerous cells BTW ;-) )