Can I Get a Good Day?

So most of you have not heard from me in the past several days.  I have been very under the weather.  Nauseted, throwing up and headaed to the clinic Monday - Today to get meds and rehydrated, and it is scheduled until Friday.  It all started Sunday afternoon.  I was granted with a great Sat watching the HOKIES lose.  No throwing up last night, but still ubber nauseated!

So that's it my friends.  I have been sick, sleeping or well throwing up.

A trip to the ER can do wonders.

So the ending of my Two Terrible Horrible No good days landed me in the ER, as you all know.  UGH!!!  Fairfax Hospital ER is the epitome of Hospital ER waiting.  It took FOREVER!!  I was checked in at 7:15PM.  And released at 2:05AM.  All for three bags of Saline and two doses of Zofran. 

Lot's of waiting between the triage, then after getting my blood checked, then after getting the first bag of saline before being moved to a room.  Once we were in a room, smooth sailing!!  I saw nurses, techs, and a doctor!!  WOW, he even came in twice!  :-)  The nurses and techs were all super nice once we got to the room.  Gave me and my mom lots of blankets cause it was sooo cold!!  One guy tucked me in like a mummy with four or five of the blankets!  :-) 

Checking out...was told the bill would have been close to $2000.  Thankfully, I have already met my out of pocket, and won't have to pay that.  The two huge payments,  that I already am working on paying off this year and that everyone who has "chipped-in" is also helping me with is enough.  Until the deductible and out of pocket starts again January 1, with my first Herceptin Treatment.

It also helped my spirits seeing all those touching and uplifting words of encouragement for all of you on facebook.  I have such a remarkable group of friends!  Reading everying that everyone wrote, and there were so many of you, they kept pinging my phone made me feel loved.  Made me feel like this:

I really did start to feel a lot better after the first bag of saline and the zofran(I am going to ask my doctor for zofran), but not enough to eat, like my dad kept joking.  You wanna pizza?  Popeye's Chicken?  I was hungry.....my stomach was growing....that had not happened in several days.  But still the thought of food was not appealing.

Tried to go home and took until 5:00AM to sleep.  Slept until 8:30AM.  Went over to mom and dad's and then mom and I went to lunch after she got her hair cut, and then we went back and watched baseball, and football flipping back and forth, while having Popeye's chicken for dinner.  (I got my appetite back). 

Terrible Horrible No Good Very Bad Day

I sometimes am kinda glad I live alone and without anyone.  I don't know.  When I felt as awful as I did yesterday and last night I think I would have been embarrassed by how sick I was to have someone there.  As there really is nothing anyone can do for me.

I was so sick to my stomach, I slept most of the day and then in the evening I was super constipated, along with pain with trying to go to the bathroom all night.  It was a Mess. I was a mess I tell you.  Going back and forth into the bathroom from feeling like I was going to wretch to the other, but that was sooo painful.  And when I felt the need to vomit, it hurt me down there.  I went from cold to hot in a matter of seconds.  I felt dizzy and light headed.  I felt like I was going to die.

Having someone here to see me like that ughh!! I can not imagine.  And what could they do, nothing!  I would want them to take away the pain, but they couldn't.  I would just interrupt any sleep they got. 

Am I better today?  A little but still nauseous.  I got sick a little bit ago when I thought of eating.  NOT good.  :-(